gonna...

...stop wasting good melodies and compositions on places where they will get altered by others and exposed at a mediocre level. yesterday i was sad about leaving. today i can't wait. reconnected with optimism i guess, after seeing how pissed off i get at certain things here.

talent was compromised during times of desperation, and i guess i'll never be satisfied with what i have here. gotta recreate in the future. hopefully, shit will pop off like it was supposed to here.

it was all a dream...
...that never came true.

so it's time to get another dream.

so bipolar...to such an extent that at this moment i can name the handfull of people that i will actually miss in college...while yesterday i felt i'd miss everything. no. that is not the case. just like 5 or 6 people.

p.s. can't remember the last time is was thissss genuinely pissed off.