JIGGWAT'S JOURNAL
NOVEMBER 09, 2008.:

NO. NO. NOTHING IS AS FAIR AS IT SHOULD BE. LIFE CAN BE A DEPRESSED PIT OF INSOLUBLE HUMAN WASTE THAT IS A MERE TIMELINE OF OUR HUMAN EMBODIMENTS MARCHING THROUGH THIS DISGUSTING AND ROTTING MUSH OF REGRETS. REGRETS THAT WE ARE NOT WHAT WE WANT OURSELVES TO BE. WE MUST, HOWEVER, UNDERSTAND. UNDERSTAND THAT WE ARE WHAT WE ARE. NOT WHAT WE EAT. NOT WHAT WE THINK. WE ARE WHAT WE ARE. AND THAT'S THAT. WE MAY NOT BE MISTER/MISS TALL, MISTER/MISS HOT, MISTER/MISS SMART, MISTER/MISS RICH. WE ARE MISTER/MISS MYSELF. IT IS UP TO OURSELVES TO EMBRACE THIS. AND BE WHAT WE WANT TO BE. AND ACCEPT IT. THE SHIP SINKS WHEN IT TRIES TO CONQUER SEAS THAT CANNOT BE TAMED, WHEN IT TRIES TO DO MORE THAN IT CAN. WE ARE NOT SHIPS, BUT WE TOO HAVE LIMITS. IT IS DURING THIS TIME, WE MUST GIVE THANKS TO WHAT WE HAVE. REBUILD, AND REFURBISH OURSELVES. IT IS NEVER TOO LATE TO BE SUCCESSFUL. IT IS NEVER TOO LATE TO CHANGE YOUR IDEA OF SUCCESS. WHATEVER HAPPENS WILL HAPPEN, BUT YOUR HAPPINESS DEPENDS ON HOW YOU ACCEPT YOUR IMPERFECTIONS. IT'S NOT WHETHER YOU WIN OR LOSE, IT'S HOW YOU LIVE FUCKING LIFE.

THE FOURTH REICH HAS FALLEN. WJ IS NUMBER ONE SUSPECT, ALTHOUGH JUNIORS BROUGHT THE REAL DOWNFALL. BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO STOP THIS.