JIGGAWAT'S JOURNAL
SEPTEMBER 6th, 2008.:

LIFE SHOULD BE OVER. DEPRESSION COMMENCED. NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. NOBODY WILL UNDERSTAND. DEATH TO ELDERS CAUSES SMILES. ELDERS LIVE IN DREAMWORLD. DEATH TO SELF CAUSES SMILES. SICK WORLD. THREW UP THIS MORNING. FEEL SICK. FEEL SICKER BY LOOKING AT THE ATROCIOUS PEOPLE I SEE EVERYDAY. SICK. NOBODY KILLED YESTERDAY. REICH KILLER KNOWS I’M ON TO THEM. MUST KEEP QUIET. WOULDN’T MIND GETTING KILLED. LIFE IS WORTHLESS. WHY FIGHT TO LIVE. WE LIVE TO DIE. STILL NOT OPTIMISTIC AS USUAL. NOT PESSIMISTIC EITHER. FAR WORSE THAN PESSIMISTIC. NEED THERAPIST PERHAPS. NEED TO WAKE UP FROM NIGHTMARE. NO MORE TIME FOR PETTY DRAMA. IN MY WORLD LIFE RHYMES WITH HELL. DON’T ASK ABOUT THIS. FOURTH REICH KILLER MUST BE FOUND.